Stupid things

Sometimes I do some really dumb things – not meaning to be dumb of course, usually out of a place of “Hey, let’s be friends” simple world views and I end up screwing up. 

I need to learn just to keep to myself and maybe not be so… yeah stupid is a good word for today’s behavior. 

I am losing weight, doing really good on my steps and exercises, self confidence is so coming back big time and have been marked as owned!! Thank you Maestre!!!! 

But I still need to work on speaking up and stopping the self beating up train when it starts. Sometimes,  I just don’t see what my boyfriend sees in me and I worry that he is going to get tired of me. I don’t know if I am as exciting as I was but I know I want to be and that is a good thing 🙂 

I can just be me, and that is pretty damn awesome. 

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Author: gorgeousbiggirl

Exploring and enjoying life

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