I want to journal but yet I want to go to sleep, I think I’m just way too high to start journaling right now.
Due my damn camera not working well and my gimp ass hand I have tonight, the two videos that I made for my Maestre did not go through.
one didn’t send all the way and the other I couldn’t hold the camera long enough to masturbate with the other hand. I will try again in the am… Still, not happy about it tho.
Haven’t blogged in a while – but my mind is rushing to places that it doesn’t need to go anyway and have just been shutting that down the best I can.
This pain I have been in for the past two weeks or so has been a real eye opener and humbling, yet pisses me off because I have so much to do for the move and still need to work my phone job soon for $$$.
My mind is running and body crashing before the pain cames back so nite nite